Well, I'm in love with a guy who has a girlfriend, and he's flirting with me. Mixed signals, argh. I was talking to my brothers girlfriend, and she made me see that he is a bit of a prick. He's flirting with me, telling me I'm fit, and all behind his girlfriends back.
I can't help it, even though he is a prick, I just fucking love him so much.
Every time I see him at school, he smiles at me. He had the cutest smile. And when I hug him, it just feels right. Safe. Warm. It makes me happy. It just feels right. ARGHHHHHHHH! I don't know what to do.
He keeps asking when I'm going to Kettering again. I can only go Fridays, and thats when he is at his girlfriends. I just really want to see him outside of school again, so we can talk. I don't want to tell him that I'm secretly madly in love with him, at all. I just want to see him. Even if he is a prick. So what?
I really didn't want to get too hung up on him from the very start, but it really just made things much worse. It's like when someone tells you that you can't have something, you want it even more.
..It's a horrible feeling..
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